You might have noticed that I keep posting serials and then being like nvmd actually.

I eternally vascilate between “writing ‘in public’ in the fanfiction way is peak” and “actually I want to disappear into my cave and emerge with a book in 3-4 months; nobody talk to me.

There are two wolves, etc etc except one of these wolves keeps undoing the other wolf’s work.

I am trying so hard to finish something. Literally anything. My bibiliography seems to indicate that I can finish books! So why is it that lately I feel like I can finish exactly nothing? The unpublished words keep stacking, and with it, so does my S T R E S S.

I need to sell books and pay my rent; I resent capitalism and want to be an Artist. It is what it is.

I’m flighty. I start a lot of WIPs. I don’t abandon them, but sometimes it takes me quite a while to circle back around. It’s less writer’s block and more “writer wants to work on everything simultaneously.”

I’ve been working on a mafia-ish thing. You can read part of it here. I have more written than I’ve posted. Hideya and Ruby give me cezhou vibes a little bit (for the girlies* who’ve read QJJ, iykyk)

Anyway, I’ve also been drawing and crocheting a lot lately. I’m trying to make this enormous, gloriously obnoxious Santa blanket.

The Fox and the Rose has also been out of Kindle Unlimited for a hot minute, and I still haven’t put it up wide on other stores yet >.> I realize that looks super goofy and I hope to fix that asap!!

^{#using the blog as a blog #witness the author’s slow breakdown that hopefully is still kind of cute #pray for me y’all}