I spare you guys the worst of it, but I swear I should add a “had an existential meltdown about their writing and/or publishing career” ticker counter to my website just so you can see how ridiculous it gets
Category: General
Dog bite?! More kpop, more kdrama, and a new serial
I’ve been straight up obsessed with Devil by the Window by TXT for a couple of days now. I’m also neck deep in watching the kdrama Secret Relationships, which I clicked on purely by chance, but god I saw the twist coming, and yet it’s still so fucking good.
I got attacked by a dog the other day? So that was less than awesome. My foot hurts, and I can’t really walk on it, but it’s okay with meds and keeping off it. I’m on antibiotics and really hoping that ish doesn’t get infected. Ughhh.
I’m still not convinced this isn’t a very stupid idea, but I’ve been serializing one of my new BL books here. I’m having a really good time writing it. I hope you’ll have a good time reading it. I agonized so hard over the pricing structure because I really honest to god do not want to feel like I’m ripping anyone off!! I’d make it cheaper if I weren’t already getting murdered on the payment processing fees at $0.99.
I’m… trying things. Undoing things, trying them again. Thinking long and hard and then trying not to think because I still want to be more of a writer than a… what. Marketer? I don’t know. Trying to make it out alive, like we all are. Rising costs of living are murder, huh?
It is almost time for more pain meds, and then I think I’m going to try to write again. Wish me luck with crossed fingers, if you can.
With little arrows saying ‘dick goes here’
Just realized that only God can stop me from making a dumb little stick figure flipbook of all the NSFW scenes in my books
The existential uh-ohs can’t catch you if you’re flat
I am extremely tired today, like the fully wrung-out, lay flat tired. I had jury duty today, and the process was A Lot. The whole month has been a lot.
I have a new book coming out tomorrow, but book releases have always been quiet affairs for me. I am most excited about my stories while I’m actually writing them, living in them, when everything feels white-hot and vital.
Presenting a book to an audience feels more like showing off a piece of beach glass. Beautiful and worthy, but evidence of where the lightning struck rather than the lightning itself. I hope that doesn’t sound full of myself.
Which is to say that I’ve been living inside other books these days, and those feel vital to me. Lively.
I’ve been cross stitching and crocheting, drawing and looking for inspiration everywhere. I think I am trying to find peace.
I hope you check out the book, and that you like it if you read it. Here is a strange sticker I saw the other day as tribute.
Like a Cursed Object, Baby
I am working hard to make this website feel at least 200% more haunted.